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I REPENT
06:18
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I have an addiction
and I repent, I repent
but I can't blame God
for passing a vote of no confidence
I want rid of this life
I want rid of this vice
I plead and repent
but this could be my punishment
I repent, I repent
every summer's mistake
but I still hold onto
that cold November taste
all my life I've been completely replaceable
if I can't do it, then someone else will
I'll carry this weight around
I'll carry this burden now
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well isn't it funny how I
tore myself apart?
my bitter soul was always
lacking in it's spark
well isn't it funny how I
tore myself apart?
with a broken neck,
a broken will, and a broken heart
I cough and splutter
and I stutter and choke
I'm penned like an ink blot
on a suicide note
just because you don't want to look at it
doesn't mean it's not there
just because I want to hear about you
doesn't mean that I care
I get angry when I think
and I spit when I speak
I only want to feel a little loved
but instead I feel sick
I thought songs like this
would get it off my chest
but no amount of whinging
will erase the meaningless sex
I want a do-over ending
I promise I can keep pretending
that I feel something positive
just leave me alone to contradict
why am I always in the wrong?
I'm fucked in head and heart
you say that "life still carries on"
but that's the hardest part
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3. |
LOSING FAITH
06:14
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a disease in the mind
oh how it plagues
like cysts in my head
the thoughts it creates
what can be done
when better men have tried
and come out empty handed?
what can be done
when any sense of faith
is reprimanded
I only await a slow descent
into pitch-black nihilism
every step I take is met
with self-made stiff resistance
I can't escape
this broken state
I sew my fragmented bones
into your twisted shape
I can't run from these thoughts
they're sickening
I still taste the bile
it's lingering
in the back of my throat
one more breath and I'll choke
pull myself from this mess
and emerge in a new wreck
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4. |
LONG EXPIRED
06:33
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I've had enough
I've had enough
I'm sick to my back teeth
and I can't describe
or recognise
what's got a hold on me
I'd tell myself that I'm in control
but that's a bare-faced lie
don't bother me with your company
we won't see eye-to-eye
I've so much bitter hatred
and I don't know where it's from
have I just been predisposed
to be seething all along
negative to negative
put me in the ground
I'll die alone, that much I know
might as well embrace it now
I can't stop myself from lashing out
unless I'm left the fuck alone
make me a plot that's 6 by 2
and I'll make myself at home
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5. |
live another lie
04:17
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the light; it shatters the sky
and the dark crawls out of the cracks
and it will suffocate your dreams
scatter you like ash
break all our collective bones
grind them into dust
cast away the sinews
and deliver them back to us
there is no purity
there is nothing left untouched
by the hands of corruption
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7. |
LUNE
09:17
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caught up in rage
hand in hand
I'd give it all away
to understand
the night sky
it drinks the dark
and Lune's gaze
ignites the spark
a pounding drone
inside my head
drown it out
and go to bed
but in the rain
I lie awake
I join the storm
and wash away
I'm not heartless
but I'm a narcissist
obsessed with the self
I only want your body because
I can't feel anything else
knee deep but drowning
I've been here for a while
the truth is that I'm in love
with your plastic smile
seeing someone feign emotion
the way I've always done;
you never seemed to feel a thing
and that made me feel like I belong
because when I dream
it's hard to think clearly
so I'll lie awake
tonight I'm not sleeping
because when the sun goes down
it gets so hard to see clearly
I'm howling at the moon
but I don't think it can hear me
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Suicide Triangle Selby, UK
One-man black metal/blackened hardcore project from Yorkshire. Influenced by bands like Oathbreaker, Burzum, Deafheaven, Siberian Hell Sounds, Worry, and others.
www.facebook.com/SuicideTriangle/
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